The pain is slowly passing. Sometimes it comes back, and sometimes it\u2019s totally gone. Time goes slowly during the day and it gets even worse during the night. Every night I dream about running. I\u2019m running in the summer and winter, in the rain and in the sunshine. In my dream I run uphill easily, and when I reach the top and see the view I wake up. Moving my leg carefully I remember how bad the twisting movements are. I get up, draw the curtains, and see my shoes resting on the terrace. I go out to check them, I can even feel the forest when touching the mud on their sole. Thousands of memories come to my mind: paths, running buddies, races. I try to remember when the pain stopped. I can\u2019t recall. I go back in the house, take my t-shirt, shorts and socks out of the drawer. Slowly, really slowly, I put them on. I\u2019m playing with them, fidgeting, enjoying the moment. I put on my shoes, oh, God, what a feeling. After whistling for the dogs I start running. I run carefully, and pay attention to every movement. I can feel a little fear. I\u2019m afraid of feeling the sudden pain again and having to start everything from the beginning. Then the forest enchants me, flow is everywhere around me, I\u2019m weightless. My dogs are showing me the right path. I\u2019m running uphill easily. When I reach the top, I see the view, I\u2019m awake, and yes, the pain is gone.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
The pain is slowly passing. Sometimes it comes back, and sometimes it\u2019s totally gone. Time goes slowly during the day and it gets even worse during the night. Every night I dream about running. I\u2019m running in the summer and winter, in the rain and…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":8660,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[214],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9092","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-opinion"],"yoast_head":"\n